.::Hayley and Herself::.

I'm super pissed off!
i can't stand it anymore!!!
Everywhere i go, every fcking thing i do... people are watching. i mean, watching real close okay?
i feel like i got no air to breathe, no space to move, no privacy at all !!!!!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................

Okay, i know this is not a very NEW song already.. but i just remembered to download it lately and ready to sing!! tee hee... am addicted to it at the moment ;)

那日咖啡室我也在坐

大堂里几度化蝶飞过

近共远之间分享不多

也许只空气里的呼吸对调过

今天我愿偿贴近你抚摸, 可否一吻吸去我么

前面顾虑太多却未能静止漩涡

*我吻着你同步呼吸这一口气

哪怕是云层上最薄的空气

只知不亲你必会冰冻至死

我闭着气期望锁起快乐滋味

绝了呼吸也未得到你

一起几秒钟可骗到自己

你用过的杯我要用么

旧唇印她吻的有几个

吻共爱之间相差几多

你也许只怕再洗不清那后果

ho……yeah wo…ho…

此刻你突然唱着我的歌

空中感应感觉到么

连着我是你么吻在唇便知如火

我吻着你如像消失最后天地

直到瓦解也未肯舍弃

只好吞了你的气

爱着空气

hey……hoo……

so, K-ing anyone??! :p

1. She was hit at the back, some time in March/April.

2. I lost one of her tyre nuts while trying to fill in air the other day, funny right? (okay, it was the bf, to be precise)

3. The glass was broken on 29/04/2008. :(

4. Back tyre punctured today.


Note: all of the above happened just AROUND ME.


Sighhh why like that one you tell me??! or shall i pay RM3.60 to the fortune teller may be he can tell me why i have such a bad luck with Honda City this year?? then may be i shall stop driving her already wtf.

damn sueyyy.

1. Sometimes when i'm alone, when i'm bored, and when nobody is around, i talk to myself :p (shh.....don't tell ok?)

2. I lurvvee to run my fingers through my hair and count my hair falls. hahah physco :p3. I will cry myself to sleep when someone i love/care so much hurts me. so you, you and you please don't do that to me cause i hate to see my swollen eyes the next morning :'(4. I love doing housekeeping ;)) i used to help my friends to clean up their rooms during school/ Uni time, for FOC!!! don't believe??! ask them!!
5. My current bf is my third (last) and i'm also his third (last) tee hee *heart* so coincident hor?? yea i know we are match made from heaven ^__* we started our relationship at Pantai so romantic and movie-like hor? back then, only God knows how difficult it was to paktor and to talk to each other on the phone every nite, SECRETLY. cause i know my parents would strongly disallow this plus i was preparing for my STPM mind you! we only meet d…

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Been MIA for about a week. haiz what to do life's bored and bzz too. i m still feeling tired because of not enough resting and sleep @__@ worst, i feel like i m falling sick ever since my KL trip last weekend :'( *restless*


Anyway i attended Aisyah's wedding on Saturday noon, with Crystal and Angeline. there were only us, only 3 chinese in the whole hall.... kinda paiseh lah. thats why we left earlier than we estimated. Aisya is shhooo pretty isn't she??
i like their 'pelamin' so much... looks elegant rite rite? ;)

us with the newly wed, Aisya and..... her hubby :p

was able to meet the rest of the ex-school mates too!!

Watched Narnia on Sunday with the bf and family. ummm not a very nice movie to me :p
By the way there is Big Apple at Jusco Ipoh and since its NEW so we decided to give it a try. seriously i was abit lazy to queue cause there were loads of people. however we bought 2 dozens in the end, 1 for us and another for Nickson & fri…

Back from KL and am totally worn out!! >.< now that i realized travelling to and fro in 2 days is so tiring!! my eyes are still tired cause of wearing lens for long hours omg...
anyway regardless of the tiredness, i found the trip worth as was able to have family and relative gathering and most importantly, shopping!! ;D
Went to Sg Wang with Janice on Saturday noon and was manage to grab something nice.. she also bought a lovely bag for her mummy for Mother's day. After our shopping session we went for dinner together with aunties and families. there was this small cut-cake session too at aunt's house heheh. Happy 'belated' Mother's Day for all mummies ^___*

these 2 little monsters are so naughty!! but i like them so much they are so cuTeeee don't you think??

my happy family.. i notice that mummy has aged and thinner now T_____T surely its because of her migraine. i really pray that mummy can get away from this real soon.

Late that night we went Red Box @ Sun…

Have you read the news? a 17 year old gal being murdered. *speechless*
I was discussing this with Crystal while drivin' to yoga yesterday. we both agreed that youngster these days are way different compared to us last time. she is only 17 and already allowed to stay with the bf? should i say it's the parents who are very open minded or the youngsters? imagine if i was in a relationship at 17 and told my parents i wanna stay with the bf.. how would they react?!! unimaginable!! i swear they would kill me lo... >.<

i remember during my teens, i used to wear so kolot with that big ugly glasses haha. together with the girls we hardly talk about make up or fashion or whatever lah... it was just study study and study and just normal t-shirt and short pants whenever i go out, and of cause no handphones. but look at the young girls and boys now, the way they wear is so up to date, their handphones are way expensive than mine @__@, they use laptops during their outings, they are eve…

I'm pms-ing so i'm damn emo damn tired damn sleepy grrr.... why women need to suffer from period cramp every month?! T_______T

I saw him signed in MSN just now, i don't know why i was so happy when i see him signing in. how? i think i've fallen in love with him already. hahahah.... okay i know it's a lousy joke. no better jokes already so forgive me >.<

Remember the post i blogged about some users i met who made me angry?? well this morning i had similar case again :@
she was throwing her temper at me, as if the whole things are MY fault !!
okay let me tell you abit. supposely system sends notification emails everyday to respective supervisors and approvers, automatically. ( i 'm the one who did the coding and trigger the system to send emails) this Miss, she is the representative for certain supervisors so she said she received complaints that they din't receive the emails. i know why this happened so i was trying to explain to her. seriously i din'…

Went yum char wif the girls last Saturday. sighh most of them said i've put on weight already T____T see i told you right in my previous blog. so what am i going to do now? NO i won't promise to lose more weight or eat less or exercise more or whatever reasons lah cause end up things remain the same or worst, even fatter / boo. so i will say just let everything natural as long as i'm healthy lah agree?

oo ya wanna update about baby City again. damn irritating ho ahaha.. yea finally i can laugh ;) the glass repaired already but has not tinted yet at the moment. also she's not pretty anymore cause there was some brown paint at the bumper :( but nvm lah i know she will become pretty real soon cause will bring her for re-spray some time this week tee hee.... cost for this? nearly 500 bucks *sweat* the bf's dad paid for it, damn paiseh lah okay >.< anyway, may God bless this kind of cases WILL NOT happen again.

By the way there was this MISS-TAIPING-CONTEST thingy a…

Despite the heartache-ness both of us have, the bf somehow agreed to take me to Penang yesterday for a walk and a movie :) so the mood is getting better. though the bf kept comforting me, telling me it's not my fault; telling me after the glass is fixed, everything will be alright.. yea i know his intention, but words just simply can't describe how i feel deep down :((

Anyway, we watched 'Iron Man'. damn nice!! instead of calling it action movie, i think we should call it comedy also hahah.. cause there are a couple of scenes i found pretty funny! :D just wonder, are those so-high-end technologies REAL?? or only appear in movies? or only exist at the US? *link*



I was looking for a pair of boots actually before the show. we went from shop to shop, but too bad i couldn't find any that i like =( the bf also complained 'why you so yim chim one??' :p hello hundred over for this, of cause need to buy one that i really really like wert... in the end, i bought some B…